Tuesday, September 18, 2007

KATA CINTA BUATMU
Gemersik halus suaramu
Mengherdik nista mengundang rindu
Terbit kasih terpucuk rayu
Lahirku kata cinta padamu
Runcing riak lirik senyuman
Hati luka bagai berteman
Jiwa suci tiada tercemar
Kabus hatiku kian samar
Wahai cinta pelitup dusta
Wahai kekasih intan permata
Jika digenggam hancur jiwa dan raga
Saat sebelum kututup mata
Akan kuucap kata cinta
Takkan terhapus untuk selamanya
Abang rindukanmu, isteriku sayang...

Monday, September 17, 2007

A COMPLETE DISASTER

I've been here for more than a week now. It shouldn't be this long, but shit happens. I left my wife all alone at home, accompanied by only two kittens. She has to start her Ramadhan cooking, sahuring and buka-puasa-ing alone at home, in front of the Samsung ( ingat abg tatau ke hehe)... Such a shameful hubby I am, leaving a young and beautiful life partner because of the lust and hunger for carrier achievement. Well, I wouldn't put it that way actually. I love this job because of its end of every month benefits. Bayar mahal weh... But then, whats the point swimming in the sea of Ringgit Malaysia or US Dollars if there is no existence of happiness, or less quality time consumption with your loved one?

And yes, I am still here. Not knowing what to do. Everything fails. I got shit from those people of Carigali Hess. I got bigger shit from the biggest man in Carigali, the Drilling Superintendant himself...

Adoila...mampuih aku camni... It was a complete disaster. The logging unit mobilized here was taken somewhere from Iran, or India, I'm not so sure. The management people of my company, especially the sales engineer, uttered the sweetest words to the client, saying that the unit is in good condition ( I think he said excellent...). The reality? That stupid logging unit is actually a piece of crap, ready to be junked by the Iranians, but my manager brought it here, thinking that we can turn the reality into fantasy, assuming the unit will be perfectly operational within two weeks.

Ok, here it is. Number one, back here in Malaysia base, we normally use the conventional unit, more than 50% of the structure are driven by mechanical and hydraulic system, 15% of electro-pneumatic system and the rest, the electrical and electronic take places. The workload of performing maintenance and breakdown troubleshootings are crazy, but acceptable, as it usually requires physical energy rather than brain-sizzling efforts. But the unit that they brought here from Iran that I mention before is totally different. 30% of mechanicals, hydraulics and pneumatics. The rest? Electronics.With this unit, we need to deliver our physical strength together with squeezing our brains macam perah susu lembu kat kandang. Actually, these electronics appliances were created to make the life of its users easier than few years back. Yes, I said the USERS, not to those who need to maintain its credibility and accuracy of collecting variable oil well data.

Number two, hell. We know nothing at all about this unit. We took the whole week to study how it works and how the systems are. We got a blur picture, but we basically understand the unit pretty well. But that was the problem. We spent a week already, and all we had is just another week to repair it (as I said earlier, this unit is a piece of junk...major repairs needed badly...)

Number three, again, it's a piece of junk. The aircond didn't work. The presurrization blower was down. The Control Safety Panel was turned upside down. The programmable logic control was somehow, non-understandable. The power distribution panel wasn't really friendly to the technicians as it was to the engineers (the users of course...) and the list goes one....endless...

Now it's here. At Tioman T-10, standing like a robotic-zombie, just few feets away from the well head. It can be run, but that unit will heat you up like hell when you work inside it. And there is no existence of pressure differential between the outside and inside of the unit due to its failed blower, so you might have to risk your life breathing freaky gases that exist in the air around the wells.

I've been working here day and night to solve the problems. Tapi aku hanya insan biasa. The limit has been reached. Nothing much can be done here. Otak pon dah nak pecah. Sakit badan. Rindu bini lagi....

Oh Tuhan, dalam bulanMu yang suci ini, peliharalah aku dari anasir yang bertentangan denganMu serta permudahkanlah jalan bagiku. Kau jauhilah segala cacat cela, segala niat buruk, segala hasutan syaitan, segala ciri kejahatan dan segala kemungkinan keburukan dari isteriku. Jika takdirMu tertulis bala akan tertimpa dirinya, bawalah segala malang itu kepadaku, agar dirinya sentiasa terpelihara. Amin.

Aku nak balik!!!